His problem

BOGDAN

I'll tell you my problem: I am sick, what I want to do are sick things, and it's ok, in a way I think everyone has "sick" thoughts. But my problem is: Everyone thinks I'm like this good guy who wouldn't hurt a fly and is so nice and so on and so on...

But the truth is, I want to shit on people, on girls, it turns me on, the idea of it.

If I see and interesting girl I don't think about fucking her, I think about shitting on her chest, I can't help it.

And it haunts me, you know, because I know how people feel about me, if someone ever finds out... oh God, my image would be shattered, my social life built around my nice guy image demolished, and everyone I think of as my friend would revile me forever.

So I'll hide, I'll hide it forever, even though what I want the most in the world is to shit on beautiful women's chests, I'll never do it.

I'll gladly forsake my dreams for the privilege of not being hated.